First Dose of Moderna on 10/29/21 Lot #052E21A
Harrisburg, Pennsylvania
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Q: What was your life like before you got the vaccine?
I’m 37 live by myself with my pug and no family. Although I was born with a mild case of Cerebral Palsy and it made me dependent on a walker, it was only mild. I used to thank God all the time that I didn’t have the issues most doctors thought I would have when I was a baby. They all said I’d be wheelchair, deaf, mentally challenged, have a speech impediment and never be able to live independently. They were so wrong! The only thing I struggle with was getting around because I can’t drive but that’s been no biggie up until this point.
I enjoyed my line of work. helping people with their loan concerns. I’m getting back to being a fast talker and thinker. I had the thorough depth understanding and quick wits to do whatever tasks that were presented to me well and above most. Prior to working under my abusive supervisor Jose Cedeno, whom I only worked under for just over 4 months with multiple issues with his hot and cold micro-management style. From 6/2021-10/2021 the last supervisor I had put me through so much hell and I really hated my job by the end. He knowingly laughed at kill threats made by another team member, violated my ADA rights and constantly harassed me about my performance. It wasn't just harrassment, it was abuse, mental and emotional abuse taking place at my work. When I reported things to upper management within headquarters NOTHING was done. May I also point out that this was also reported during a training for diversity, equality and inclusion (DEI). Which is supposed to be about protecting people of more exclusive classes from mistreatment like this, or so it was pushed like that. I happen to be German and East Indian, have Cerebral Palsy and identify as a lesbian. I felt good about reporting the issues that were happening. After all, "If you see something, say something." Right? Wrong! Still, NOTHING was done. I was forced to remain working under that supervisor and to this day, both he and the team member that made the kill threats still work for the company. My abuse was covdered up by PHEAA, still to this day,
I also have since reported them to the Pennsylvania Human Relations Commission and even tried going through the ADA to fight back and they did nothing to go to bat for me. Not once was I ever compensated by PHEAA or followed up on by upper management about the real issues. They all just said that due to legal technicalities, there's nothing for me to be compensated for.
Had I not been getting harassed further and fearing not only for my life and the lives of others but also further retaliation from what I had already been able to prove, I never would’ve gotten the vaccine. The company PHEAA is only contracted by the federal government and their business is (supposedly) STUDENT LOANS where most people work from home. However, they are NOT the federal government. As most people know Biden’s order for federal contractors to be vaccinated across the board was struck down. So, had I pushed back (which I would’ve done) just 9 weeks more, I never would’ve had to get vaccinated. Thus, I would’ve never been in this position. I’m no longer going to be able to see the medical or corporate world the same ever again. No more benefit of the doubt!
I loved cooking, playing video games, working out, playing with my pug, and going on adventures and I was confident in who God made me to be even on my worst days. Now, doing much or anything for too long is a struggle and I pay for it later often by not being able to do much of anything at all the next few days. I spend most of my time trying to meditate and praying things will turn out in my favor.
Q: What was your reaction, symptoms, & timeline?
Within 10-15 minutes after getting the vaccine I had trouble breathing and began wheezing. My mind also started to go and become foggy along with not being able to speak outside of sounding like I had a severe speech impediment. I spent 5 days in ER/hospital trying to relearn basic speech and motor skills. I suffered from weakness and constantly being tired, pains and twitches of my muscles (not CP related), I now have issues with my muscles may feel cold but my nerves feel as if they’re burning, I had a vibration on the left side of my head wrapping all the way around the back, tinnitus in left ear ,extreme head pressure and vomiting spells, and still have numbness and tingling in limbs, increased blurred vision (I wear contacts), I had abdominal pain, extreme sensitivity to light, sounds, and smells, dizzy spells, short term memory loss, vomiting, I still have heart issues, hair loss, tooth decay and overall weaknesses and neuropathy, nearly everywhere from right above my breasts down.
Q: What is your life like now, after getting the vaccine?
Honestly? It’s not really a life at all, it’s an existence and a beyond miserable one at that. Shortly after having the reactions to the vaccine, I also needed to take seriously my end-of-life requests. I’ve got a living and final will. My former partner has become my bestfriend while lovingly and graciously taken over as my POA and has given (although we’re no longer together) and she can only do so much. I’ve become a burden rather than a blessing.
Q: Share your experience with any medical care and any diagnoses you have received:
I just keep getting told that it’s anxiety, depression or psychosis. Having a history of dealing with both, what I’m going through now, this is not it. Basically, all that I’m currently going through is all in my head. I’ve even had a physiatrist trying and dig up childhood trauma from as far back as possible to paste together some sort of “pre-existing” argument. No, I’m not suffering now the way I am because of life-long mommy issues I have with my estranged biological mother. As for it being my father, he passed in 2014 so I’m pretty sure it’s not that either.
Also keep in mind the layman's term definition of what “pre-existing condition” really means- is what medical insurance does and doesn’t cover. Of course anxiety and depression are existent in nearly all people right now. We’ve been basically been brainwashed and isolated from the majority of life. So when we go out, people are worried for one reason or another. When we stay home for too long, we get depressed. Terms like “pre-existing condition” and “misinformation” has become so over used and diluted to the point where they’re starting to lose their validity.
Once the vaccine enters your body, it's game over. For better or worse you’re in it for however long until whatever comes of it. Everyone under the sun will be so sure of how getting vaccinated will be what’s best for you until the very moment it’s over. When it’s done, you’ll often find that those same people (especially medical professionals) will all the sudden act as if they know nothing whatsoever and there’s not a thing you can do about it.
Q: Was your reaction reported, and what was the response?
I’ve reached out to VEARS, the news outlets and law firms. No responses yet from the first two (as it doesn’t feel the current narrative) and no law firms are taking these cases as of yet. Lawyers need a doctor to acknowledge that the vaccine did this to me, formal disposition to proceed with thing such as workmen’s comp. That of course is not happening and the few doctors willing are asking for money BIG money. Which in turn, raises questions about the validity of my claims. I’m in desperate need of money to sustain my basic needs for living as I’m still waiting on assistance programs to come through.
I was also called by a rep that had questions or whether I filed a claim with CICP and I was told that it would be best if I waited to see if the VICP was going to kick in (because you can’t have both going at the same time) and unfortunately, nothing has been filed with CICP.
Q: Is there anything that has helped, and have your symptoms improved?
From the very first few days of the initial reaction, yes. My speech is near back to normal. As for everything else, not really. I’m just about 8 months into this nightmare so I still find there’s something new every day. If the symptoms aren’t constant, they cycle. I’ve now gotten to the point where if I do anything, it’s often done with a lot of pain that I just push through until I just can’t anymore. The nerve pain is out of this world!
Q: What do you wish others knew?
Document EVERYTHING and cover yourself any way possible. Leave no stone unturned and consult with a legal knowledgeable legal advisor as well as DO YOU OWN RESEARCH! Months prior to Covid-19 being an official well-known issue like it is here now back in around October of 2019 I’m pretty sure I was part of the crowd that had it before anyone here in the US knew what it was. I overcame it, NATURALLY! It was hell but I fought through it and outside of the occasional stomach bug or day flu, I was 100% healthy prior to getting the vaccine. I’m neither anti nor pro because no means no. It’s called boundaries! I whole heartedly believe we are given freewill by the Creator and your choice should be yours alone. All things in life have good and bad consequences, you should be allowed to decide for yourself.
I was told getting the vaccine was for the “greater good” and “for the betterment of society. Well, neither of the two are paying my bills, making sure I eat let alone checking to see if I’m alive. I only got it out of the pressure of losing my job. Now, I can’t even work. I gave my all to that place including (almost) my life. For what I do and considering I work from home, it’s not worth my life.
Like most, I was already living paycheck to paycheck and not even able to afford health insurance. My previous doctor clearly knew this. I have a talent and an annoying habit of repeating myself. I knew in my spirit that I wasn’t going to react well to getting the vaccine and did everything in my power months prior to make sure I didn’t have to get it. She had always known my desire in taking a holistic approach to my healing and wellness due to my increase sensitivity to most medications and until now, she saw no issues. I went to get my jobs medical exception form signed by her just 2 days prior and all she kept saying was, “I really can’t say that there’s a reason for you not to get it. You’ve never had any reactions to any other vaccines before so I’m not sure what to do. Sorry.” She also went on to say things like, “People like you have been fine and those with an adverse reaction being severe are extremely rare. You’ll be fine. You have nothing to worry about.”
Here’s the consequences I face for her actions… without honesty from a doctor in stating that the vaccine did this to me and that it wasn’t a post covid-19 thing (implying that I had covid at the time she saw me) I am unable to get a get a workman’s compensation claim started. Which means no money, at all. Prior to this I was working on clearing the small debts I already had and getting really close to being debt free again. My current rent has gone up to $1141 a month (just for myself) and I’ve tried to move the past few years to something cheaper with no success. I’m doing what I can now on assistance but it’s just barely enough to get by. So far I’ve racked up over $8000 in medical bills out of pocket I’m responsible for.
However, by God's love, as of 10/25/2023 I was accepted for a React19 Grant which is going to help relieve some, if not all of my medical debt with settlement offers. For that I am truly grateful and blessed with an answered prayer from God to show me a sign for good and that was the start of it!
I filed a complaint with the state Attorney General against my pervious doctor for falsifying my medical records so I no longer have a PCP. She notated in my permanent medical record (PMR): Two days before taking Moderna: 10/27/21 “She has NO medical records to pursue covid vaccine.”
Then she refused to see me (despite the severity of my injuries) until 1/10/22 when she then notated things such as: "Office Manager asked that she bring in her Workmans’ Comp and FMLA forms with a NOTARIZED summary of her symptoms since receiving covid vaccine." My symptoms were already noted and on record. What’s the reason for a notarized statement for further medical treatment? “We had discussed that there were no reasons for her NOT to receive the covid vaccine.” And she wrote,
“I expressed to her that it is most inappropriate to expect a medical professional to falsify any document, even if felt necessary by the patient.” Of course, now whose going to want to help me as far as a doctor with comments like that?
The Attorney General wasn't able to get my previous PCP to update my medical record. However, they did get her to wipe out all of the debt I owed them. I've also been let go from that practice (not that I would've gone back) and blackmailed from the rest of their overall network.
Like many, she was given the God-given gift of caring for the sick. Taking their lives in her hands and I used to trust her without hesitation. Now I often wonder, “What was my life worth on that invisible price tag? How much commission did she make off of me?” She took a gamble on my life and lost. Now, I’m the one paying the price. Unknowingly, I was part of the deal made with the Devil to be the sacrifice that satisfied her bottom line for top dollar and false recognition of a “job well done.”
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